Full Moon Dreamin'

Oh sometimes, just sometimes I wanna dream… dream of better times and a world of opposites! Life is tough right now for me. Not because of money, possessions or anything like that but simply because no one has a conscience and no one really truly cares. That’s tough for me because I do not belong to a world like that. Feelin ‘kinda weird and sad about that tonight!

It’s a full moon and the sky is lit up with such an outstanding beauty that running inside to get the camera just would not do that kind of beauty justice. Who bothers to see that beauty anymore? Would many people really care too much if the moon disappeared? We take so much for granted but one day there will be such a rude awakening ~ for one day it will all be gone!

Ya’ know sometimes I really want to run away! Run away to the cluster of trees on the hill and watch mankind scurrying around carrying on with what it carries on with. I am really unhappy living in the human world right now. It is such a cruel, heartless and soul-less world that I have no place in. Too many people out there hurt and maim and run rough-shod over the vulnerable and defenceless. Where does it end?

Secretly my ideal would be to live in isolation and far away from people (well maybe with just a little company) with no lies and no pretence. I have had too much of that throughout my life and it is not something that I would ever allow again. When people pretend it is more obvious than they would ever realise yet they think they have created an illusion….  but for me it’s just a matter of time before they trip themselves up. But is that worth waiting for? No of course it isn't  I am astute, I am perceptive and my senses are all intact and I know that Karma will always come back and have its day but whilst that is happening I am long gone believe me!

Where did the fairytale go…that fairytale from childhood? All those hopes to make the world a better place… just fading year on year! I will always have that hope but I won’t stand still waiting for people to catch up. Instead I choose to run wild and free … I am a wild woman of ancient blood and I will live with the authenticity that I have been gifted with and maybe just maybe people out there will catch up. If they don’t I will have loadsa fun living in my dream-world. My own little world where I live as one with nature, the elements, the seasons, wild creatures ~ I can dance and sing like no-one is watching… a world where I can love wholly and be loved back without pretence. Not much to ask for when you look at it like that…. But actually it is not a reality that sits on my doorstep right now that’s for sure!